Passing like ships in the night
Arrival on the horizon
Departure to the sea
Slipping away and forging forward
Souls are pure
The chopping of the swallows are so unkind
I'm sadly a new
The death of a life is occurring within me
I cant find a way to stop it, I don’t want to again
Once again trying to find my way through the storm
To hold my head above water
I'm not a fish confined by the water, but a soaring creature
Passionate and dramatic
I trust the me of my mind
I don’t the stubborn, it’s too content in me
I can’t find a way to swim, or slow my sails
The connection is severed
I would have to wait again. I don’t want to wait.
Disappoint this idea.
The truth is sickening to me
My heart is sick, it wants to move on now
Fallow the heart? What does it mean?
To find proper council would be difficult
The feeling in the air that stifles me is cold reality
I was in love with an idea
My brain is operating so slowly
the hurt is so deep
theres a void in the center of the anxiety
a grey spot that feels numb
the convincing is driving me mad
how do you convince after you've already, and cauterized.

near submission

Maybe I'm just a free bird
to fly on my own
love can be had
and so can a home

I'm hurting
I'm liberated
I'm out of fight
I see sedation

he pissed me off
to the core
and he keeps looking
for more

i don't want to trust
i just want to be
I'm confused
but i want to start healing

i want to be promiscuous
with my mind
i want to be silly
and crazy

i see the trees now
i can smell the breeze
i want to dance by the fire
and in the sand by the sea.

i want to clean my spirit
brush the ol' girl off
I want these things
so bad i can taste it

and he responds now

.... but now I'm tired